life isn't about keeping score.

it`s not about how many friends you have.

or  how accepted you are.

not about if you have plans this weekend

or if  you`re going to be alone.

it isn`t about who you`re dating,

who you used to date

or if you haven`t been with anyone at all.

it isn`t about who you`ve kissed,

 it`s not about sex.

it isn`t about who your family is

or how much money they have.

or what kind of car you drive.

or where you go to school.

it`s not about how beautiful or ugly you are.

or what clothes you wear,

what shoes you have on, 

what kind of music you lsiten to.

it's not about if your hair is blonde, red, black, or brown.

or if you`re skin is too light or too dark.

not about what grades you get,

how smart you are,

how smart everybody thinks youu are,

or how smart standardized tests say you are.

it`s not about representing your whole being on a piece of paper and seeing who will accept the "written you".

  LiFE JUST iSN'T.

but, life is about who you love

and who you hurt.

it's about who you make happy

or unhappy purposefully.

it's about keeping or betraying trust.

it's about friendship, used a sanctity or a weapon.

it's about what you say and

what you mean, 

about starting rumors and contributing to petty gossip. 

it's about what judgements you pass and

why.

and who your judgements are spread too.

it's about who you've ignored with full control and intention.

it's about jealousy, fear, ignorance, and revenge.

it's about carrying innner hate and love, letting it grow, and spreading it.

but most of all, it`s about using your life to touch or poison other people's hearts in such a way that could never occur alone.

only you choose the way those hearts are affected, and those choices are what life is about.

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